So I did like one of these and stopped. So now I am going to start doing them again to kind of vent and talk about my thoughts of a lot of things.
So the subject I would like to touch on today is girls... So here is a little background on all of my girlfriends. One... and that was hardly a relationship because alls we ever did was fight but thats whatever. I am not going to sit here and act like I know everything about girls because I don't, in fact I know almost nothing. Here is what I do know. I am a "guy friend" basically meaning girls don't want to date me but they want to be friends. That is cool for the most part I love and am thankful for the friends that I have that are girls, but... it also gets really annoying. For example I will not name one instance because it happens all the time. I get the same thing for a lot of girls. I tell them how I feel about them and the response is almost always the same. "Look I don't think we should date because you are such a great friend and I would hate to mess that up." So in basic terms them are telling me no, but in what they think is a nice way. Okay done with that, moving on. Lets talk about love. I think love is a concept that our society has pretty much completely messed up. Like there are 7th graders out there talking about how much they love there boyfriend/girlfriend. NEWS FLASH: you don't!or even the high schoolers or college kids who have been dating someone for an month I bet you money that you do not love them. Now don't get me wrong I have seen true love in high school relationships so it can happen, but it is rare. I have never told a girl that I loved her but I truly do think I have and still do love this girl. She is perfect... She basically gave me the friend speech about a year or two ago but guess what, this time it did not work. I still think about her a lot write songs about her but you see the problem is that that she is also in love. With someone else. Now I do not think this is a bad thing. He is a good guy and they are great together so I just have to let it be. I have moved on in a sense. I have started to find other girls that I like and want to be with which is good. Sometimes you even find a great girl that you really like and the biggest shocker is that she even likes you back, but after think and praying long and hard about it you realize that you were never going to marry that girl so you have to move on from that as well. I am not saying that any of this is easy. In fact quit the opposite, letting someone that you care about go is one of the hardest things to do. In life you must be resilient you have to take life as it comes no if ands or buts about it. because in the end everything will work out, it always does. Now I leave you all with hopes of a great day!
Love and happy thoughts
Jacob Clyde
